Tired Today

Song: “May The Bird Of Paradise Fly Up Your Nose” by Little Jimmy Dickens

Mood: 6.5

Nightmares: 0

Ghosts: Lots

This past weekend was good but it went by far too quickly. Both J and I checked some things off our respective to-do lists and still had time to relax and watch some shows. I don’t recall having any nightmares over the weekend, and I was pretty successful with keeping my brain occupied.

I thought I slept pretty well last night but I’ve been tired all day. My appointment with Dr C went pretty well – I took PRNs and had time to do some mindfulness before I got to her office and some more while I was in the waiting room. It is easier to have a conversation with someone when you can actually look at them instead of staring at the floor. One of the things that we are working on right now (in addition to the regular OCD and anxiety work) is how I look at other people compared to how I look at myself. It’s one of those things that I’m not really comfortable talking about (or thinking about, for that matter), but I suppose it has to be done.

J picked me up after my appointment (thank you!) and by the time we got home I was pretty tired. We talked about our days for a while and then I sat in a bit of a daze while she caught up on her daily news browsing, then we got up and made supper.

I played some more STO this evening and thought about and sketched out some more ideas I’ve had about things to make. Some of them are pretty wishful thinking, but I think some of them are within the realm of possibility. I guess I won’t know until I try.

J and I watched a couple more episodes of Brooklyn Nine-Nine this evening. Sometimes that show’s timing is off or the jokes kind of land with a splat, but when it’s on, it’s ON.

Oh, and I got suckered into buying a bunch of stuff a couple of weeks ago. I wasn’t phished or hacked or anything like that – I saw a sale and then ended up thinking “one of these… and one of these… and one of these…”. It didn’t help that the stuff was really, really inexpensive. Anyway, the place I bought the stuff from sent me receipts and expected delivery dates that were all around the end of May. To my surprise, one of my items arrived today – a little touch screen that works with my Raspberry Pi. To my even greater surprise, it works!

Raspberry Pi 3.5" Touch ScreenWell, kinda… I’ve been fiddling around, trying to calibrate it, but I need to do some reading about it. Or ask Garrus. At any rate, it makes me wonder when the rest of the things I ordered will get here.

No more appointments for the rest of the week, but I’m going to give the clinic a call and see if I can get in to see Dr H if someone else cancels. That’s another thing I’d like to get off my list. Other than that, I’m going to be working on things and, if it’s nice, I’m going to go for a walk.

Stay safe.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Post Navigation