Song: N/A
Mood: 5.5
Nightmares: 2
I didn’t sleep all that well again last night. I woke J up with my nightmares again and felt like I was a thousand years old when I got up this morning.
I had breakfast and went downstairs to do my exercises. When I was done I was dragging really badly so I went back to bed for a couple of hours. I got a little bit of sleep but spent most of the time just laying in bed and staring at the wall. Regardless, it helped perk me up a bit.
I’m still feeling anxious and bummed out. I don’t even know why. I know it’s just temporary but man, I’m getting tired of this.
I still don’t get hungry so if I don’t eat by the clock I can get all weird and shaky. Kind of strange for a fat guy, I know. I missed lunch today (I was in bed) and while supper was in the oven I started to get the shakes. Had to grab some bread and a cup of milk to tide me over.
FA is coming over tomorrow afternoon. It will be good to see her again.
Stay safe.