Getting Tired Of This

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Mood: 5

Nightmares: 1

I got up this morning, had breakfast and took my medication, and went straight downstairs to sit on the couch. I’d get up every 45-60 minutes and wander around the house for ten minutes, trying to force myself to do something. I didn’t have much luck and would just end up back on the couch.

My Dr W appointment today was difficult. I’m getting frustrated with where I’m at, and really wish that I had the energy or motivation to get my butt off the couch and onto the treadmill or to any one of my various hobbies. Anything to get me moving.

On the upside, Dr W and I decided today to stop my morning dose of lorazepam so that’s good. It was only have a milligram so I shouldn’t notice it at all. Depending on how this week goes we may increase my venlafaxine.

WG called last night. I was very glad that he called – I was starting to worry that he’d moved on or I’d done something to make him angry. We plan to go to the record store on Monday. I’m looking forward to it.

I’m not sure what I’m going to do this evening. I watched my fish for a little while but the couch is calling to me and I’m pretty sure that’s where I’m headed.

Stay safe.

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