Song: N/A
Mood: 5.5
Nightmares: 2+
This is going to be a very short post – I can barely keep my eyes open…
I woke up a few times last night in a panic from nightmares, but I only had to get out of bed and go into the living room once. I’m blaming the nightmares on my medication being kind of messed up last week. It could also be related to the discomfort I’m feeling since my little operation. Either way, as a result of the poor sleep, I’m very tired again today.
I didn’t go for my walk because of the discomfort I’m feeling. I think it hurts more today than it did yesterday. It’s still so much better than it was, though!
My exercises didn’t go very well and I gave up on them and started just listening to music after a little more than an hour of trying.
Sent out my texts today and had a couple of chats.
My folks called today and we talked on the phone for almost an hour. It was really quite nice and it sounds like Dad (or maybe both of my parents) want to come out and visit while J is away. I don’t mind the idea of a visit, I just wish it wasn’t because people are worried about me being by myself.
I don’t feel particularly well today. Aside from being tired from lack of sleep, my stomach is bothering me and I’m shakier than normal. The stomach problems are most likely from those antibiotics I took last week, but I have no idea what else is going on. Hopefully I’ll sleep well tonight and tomorrow morning I’ll feel better.
Tomorrow I have an appointment with Dr H in the morning (which I’m not looking forward to) and one with Dr W in the afternoon (which I am not looking forward to). Dr W (and Dr P when I see him tomorrow) are going to want to know every gnarly detail of my hospitalization and how I (didn’t really) cope, and I don’t really want to talk about it. Since the site of my surgery is hurting a little more today, it’s probably a really good thing that I’m seeing Dr H tomorrow. J has meetings all morning so I’m going to give it a shot and take a cab to get there and home. Wish me luck.
Stay safe.