I don’t feel much better now than I did earlier today. I spent far too much time in bed and far too little time doing things. I did force myself to go out to the store for dirt and then put the bean plants into their own containers, but other than that, I really didn’t do a lot.
My mother-in-law stopped in for a few minutes this afternoon. We had the chance to chat for a little bit before she had to run off to a fancy dinner. J got home just as she was leaving. Once J got inside and settled down, I headed back to bed. J followed me into the bedroom and spent the next half hour telling me about how her day was, celebrity gossip, and other stuff. She didn’t ask me make any decisions or even to talk. It was nice of her and I appreciated it.
Before supper, I spent a little bit of time colouring with the new pencil crayons that J got me a little while ago. It’s been ages since I used pencil crayons, it brought back a lot of memories of sitting at the kitchen table and colouring when it was raining too much to go outside and play. It felt good to shade things in gradually and watch the colour fill up the space.
I also called my parents and said that I may not be up to having them over for Easter weekend. I guess it all depends on how long I’m in this particular funk and how difficult it is to get out of. I feel terrible about potentially cancelling it because – just like Christmas – everyone is changing their plans and schedules to work around me. I hate being the reason things have to change.
I’m also supposed to have lunch with WG tomorrow. It would be really good to see him but I don’t know if I can do it. I may have to cancel, which would be bad because he’s really busy and I don’t see him nearly as often as I’d like. Hopefully I’ll feel better in the morning.
Wow. I just re-read this post and it’s really poorly written. Sorry about that.
This is just a bit of a slump, nothing more. I just need to remember that things WILL get better:
Stay safe!