Song: N/A
Mood: 6
Nightmares: 0
Ghosts: Few
It’s been a while… not a whole lot has happened. Had some phone appointments, worked on some stuff. I’ve been feeling like I can’t stand being in a room with myself – like I want to crawl out of my skin.
And I miss my stupid fish. WTF.
Last night I was up with a nasty stomach ache. I’m not sure what I did or what I ate, but man… ouch. I don’t know what time I finally got to sleep, but J got me out of bed at 2PM today. Then I went for a 90 minute nap about an hour later, and the rest of the day I’ve been walking around in a haze. At least my stomach doesn’t hurt, but it’s got that “be nice to me or I’m going to start yelling” feeling to it.
Spent three days banging my head against the wall on one project and made zero progress until I did something else that showed that what I was doing wasn’t going to work, so I gave up. I guess that’s progress in a way.
It’s difficult to get motivated about anything, but I’ll keep at it.
This week I have appointments with Dr C, Dr W, and the dietician.
Stay safe.