Busy Week Coming Up

Song: “The Passenger” by Iggy Pop

Mood: 6

Nightmares: 0

Ghosts: Several

Quick post, bullet points:

  • The weekend was a little rough but still went by far too quickly.
  • My folks are coming in tomorrow for an appointment.
  • I have an appointment with a urologist on Wednesday, an appointment with Dr C on Thursday, and an appointment with my nurse and Dr H on Friday.
  • I don’t want to go to any appointments, I don’t want to talk about what’s going on, I don’t want to find out there’s yet another thing wrong with me. I just want to stay home where it’s quiet and I can putter and listen to music.
  • Didn’t accomplish much this weekend.
  • Slept better last night and felt better this morning, but as the day went on I got more and more anxious and got hit by a panic attack when I was in the shower this evening. I hate hate HATE panic attacks, I hate them, I hate them.
  • I feel pretty bad for not being more fun this weekend, but it was still so nice to hang out with J.
  • Not sure what else is going on, I’m sure I’m forgetting something.
  • Trying to get to bed pretty early this evening, we’ll see how it goes.

Stay safe.

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