Song: N/A
Mood: 6
Nightmares: 2
Friday night was pretty rough. I woke up four times from nightmares, and even woke J up once or twice. Saturday night was a lot better with only two.
This weekend was pretty good. We didn’t have anything we had to do or anywhere we had to go, so both J and I got some relaxing in. I also played around with one of my Raspberry Pi boards and got it working with the newest software release. Those little boards are fun to play with.
J moved two cleaner shrimp from the main aquarium into my little one. They seem to be happy so far, and are certainly living up to their living up to their reputation – in one day they’ve cleaned all of the leftover fish flakes and debris from about 1/3 of the bottom of the tank. One of them has already moulted, too.
I’ve decided to name my fish Lloyd. He doesn’t seem to have any opinion on the matter. He seems to be doing pretty well in his tank.
I’m still not where I want to be as far as how I feel goes. I’ve been doing mindfulness exercises and some meditating but I can’t seem to be able to shake the rut that I’m in. I’m still doing a lot better than I was a week or two ago, but I would really like to be sitting around a seven or eight right now.
I’m a little worried about WG. I haven’t been able to get ahold of him for around a month now. I know he’s really busy but I’m starting to worry that he’s avoiding me. I hope we stay in touch, we’ve been friends for 17 years and I enjoy hanging out with him.
I have an appointment with my urologist tomorrow morning. I have kidney stones and some other kidney-related stuff going on and we’re just doing a follow-up after the scan I had last month.
My new Raspberry Pi boards should be arriving tomorrow. I’m looking forward to playing around with them.
I’m getting nervous about Halloween. J has told me that she’s got everything covered but I can’t help but worry a little.
Stay safe.